I know I said I wouldn't post much here...but oh well right?

So I feel like such a retard.  The guy that I really really like...I'm pretty sure he thinks I'm either extremely stupid or really annoying.  I don't know.  At least he acknowledges my existence.  That's nice since the last boy I really liked STILL doesn't know I exist.  Blah...

Here's the story.  I'm on our school's robotics team...and know nothing about mechanics or programming...and so is he.  The thing is he knows what he's doing and I don't.  Today is the last meeting before the big tournament.  I just stood there and did nothing like an idiot.

He did talk to me a bit though.  That was nice. <3  I enjoy our brief discussions about nothing.  To risk sounding incredibly corny...I like when he talks to me because he's paying attention to me only then. 

Ugh...I hate liking people like this.  It stresses me out.

I finally have a livejournal again!  Not that I'll be posting all that much in my journal here.  I like the Transformer communities and stuff. *note my userpic* XD